My mind feels a bit shattered after last night.

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Yo, Atlas here. 19, from Sydney and Genderqueer.

For smoochie-smalls.tumblr.com I’m still not at all pleased with my portrait abilities. I’m still having heaps of trouble capturing people’s faces. Anyways, this is the closest I could get for a quick sketch. Hope you like it.
Just some more venty art because I’m a gigantic homo. I’m having a really tough time with depression. All I can really do is sit down and paint right now. Nothing is getting better.
I wasn’t too pleased with how the original came out so I tried tampering with it on Photoshop a bit, ended up getting a little carried away but I really like the result.
Quink ink, fineliner, gouache, watercolours, photoshop,

This was just something I worked on this afternoon since I haven’t been doing much art for myself. I just felt like doing something simple and messy today. I wasn’t really looking to do anything particularly nice here, I just wanted to get my art therapy on. Haven’t been doing anthro art as much as I used to either. I kind of miss it.
It’s a bit venty, just sick and upset with life at the moment. I’ve lost my own headspace, just kind of floating around in my own depression, a bit confused with myself. I’m always tired but I can never sleep. I’m not finding joy in much. I’ve been trying so hard to fix things but nothing seems to work. I’m feeling so isolated from everyone lately. I’m saaaaaad. Baw.
Anyways, got that out of my system, I’ll be okay.
Acrylics, Indian inks, Quink inks, fine liner, gouache . (Taken with instagram)




